May 20, 2020
Work another closing shift today but tomorrow ill be going to my grandpas to clean out my new room.
May 18, 2020
Packing things today and getting ready for work tomorrow.
May 11, 2020
I got to see my grandpa today and we started to arrange things for me moving in after graduation.
May 6, 2020
Catching up on all my homework today. Hopefully i can sleep because i feel sick still.
May 5, 2020
Worked a closing shift and have been feeling sick all day. Worked on homework till i had to go to work.
April 30, 2020
Been sick all day. I have a doctors appointment, homework and work tomorrow. No looking forward to the days turning into week to turn into months .
April 27, 2020
Today i went long boarding 5 different time today. Im so exhausted.
April 24, 2020
Had to wake up early for school work. Now im at work till 11:30 pm. Same thing tomorrow but i go in at 2.
April 23, 2020
I got to talk to my therapist today. It had to be video call though. I have been watching a good show as well. Its been a good rest before going back to work.
Home after a long day of stuff. So much to do in this time. I’m just trying to enjoy it. Stay safe.
April 21, 2020
I just got out of work and I plan on painting tonight. I’m excited I have not painted in a few nights and I have it all sketched out. I am so excited to enjoy the rest of my night.
April 20, 2020
Logging back in after spring break. Day by day we face more Coronavirus cases, no one seems to be too worried. People walking at Parks, constantly going fast food restaurants, going to others houses and going to stores for non-essentials. No one seems to be worried about getting sick until it happens to them. Stay safe don’t be stupid.
In other news I have been doing my make up every day to keep me busy. Painting at least once a week. Long boarding and running to keep me physically active. Your body is very important to keep healthy at a time like this. Take care of yourself drink water and eat real meals three times a day.
Woke up ,stretched, got ready for the day ,worked a long shift and got ready for bed.
I’m so tired of being an essential worker. I hate waking up every day to just get ready to go to work then pass out after work.
I don’t know what to do with my days anymore when I don’t work.
As always stay safe, stay home. Currently typing this from work. We have been very busy the past weekend. It has carried though the new week as well.
Be safe and make smart choices.
Tuesday, March 18, 2020
Yesterday I came home from the hospital. This whole thing feels like a dream. Being isolated from anyone outside of the hospital for a week, then coming home to this virus spreading is scaring everyone. It feels like we’re in a movie.
School’s canceled, restaurants are closed down–even hospitals have no visitation to patients.
Today was a day of struggle for me. The hard part of mental illness is no one can see that you are sick, but getting out of bed is physically and mentally challenging.
What I learned was people are so worried about the big three. Eat. S*@!. Sleep. People have run to the stores the get all the things to do so. Have a quick check on yourself after this. Take as good of care of your mental health, as you do physical.
When your body is telling you that you need to eat, s*@! or sleep, you do that, but when it comes to mental health, you ignore all the warning signals.
This is just a small message, and I hope it is a good reminder or helpful at all to anyone at all.